We broke up 2 months ago, yet I still call every day, I still message. I get crazy, I threaten him, I get mad. Is this because of my anxiety, my OCD, what?? I dont know.
Why can;'t I let go, why cant I be normal. The anxiety has gotten a lot better but I still am persistant with him.
He still talks to me, but it gets worse, then better then worse.
I think maybe I am still torn cause he helped me soo much with my anxiety, he was there for me, he comforted me. And then he broke up with me. Well that snapped me back and I realized I can't keep living like this so since we broke up Ive been 100% way better, and I think I am upset because he wont give the chance to see what we could be without the anxiety. That yes, we could have a normal life.
Someone please give me something, anything.
Thanks
