During the night, i think about things so much. I pray to god, i feel pray to much and i need to cut back. Sitting and thinking, and reacting is a formula. You act what you think. But when you get overwhelmed, you go crazy.
Serotonin actually makes me feel more unstable, i have ADHD, stimulants seem to help, with order of thought.
I take Klonopin 6mg, which depresses the HELL out of me. I am in a situation right now where i am stuck in my life, my mom controls medicine, i cant talk to her, she has a angerpersonality disorder, she has gotten into fights with my people who make jokes about her, at her work. She litterly went to this woman who doesnt like her while she was gossiping, and said "you messed with wrong wasp *****", and if your trash mouth opens up again, i am taking it to the garbage. I just sat there in shock, while others did too, she was loud, well a day at my mom's work.
I dont know, i just know mind over matter, I need advice.
Please post anything
