Wow Texas i will,miss your support,and friendship if you do you go abroad etc.You must be doing well to be leaving Texas,and to be going on with you life sounds good.Yes i can realize my symptoms Tex,but i still am not functiong where i should be.I want so bad to be normal,and just have faith in my body,and mind.Its like im worried about my heart so i dont want to work to hard.I need to somehow beat that fear,i know the old me would say drop dead,or live.Its just not that easy for me Tex,i try to chill and think in the right manor so to speak.When the bad outways the good,and the bad is s strong.I know i must get better,and i think it will be through medication oher than xanax..You take meds i forgot Tex?Well im me before you go,i and tell me what you are going to do,sorry to ramble on but i like talking to ya..
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