Hi Gina,
I went out it was hard, a few times I felt like turning the car around and comeing home but I didn't. I told my boyfriend when he got out of bed today that I woke up at 3.00am in the morning and I had a panic attack and had to take a valium, and that I didn't feel well and that I didn't want to go out anywhere but he just said to bad were going out I've got things to do. So I had no choice anyway. Even though my boyfriend is with me all the time and goes everywhere with me I don't get any other support of him. If I have an attack it's like Get over it,it's all in your mind, your the one who's doing it all to yourself. That's what he says. I do everything from housework, cooking,shopping,etc, I do everything for my kids, My children aren't his but, so I don't expect him to do anything for them. I am so glad that I've found this site, it has been a blessing it's people like you and the others who have given me there support. I can't thank everybody enough.
Ruby................ ;)
