I am 30 days and because of my choice to attempt to go med free, I'm in a slippery frame of mind and it sucks. Im so down I'm having coffee AGAIN for the second time this week. I feel so crappy and hopeless right now, smoking sounds good. Im not going to do it, but would sure like to right now.
This stupid idea of mine has just ruined my whole week, now I feel like smoking. I went nowhere I was planning for the past two days, I just dont want to. Safer here anyway, no smokes.
