Hi, everyone. I used to post on here all the time until I became "normal". I knew that wouldn't last. It hasn't. My husband and I moved away from my family and friends this summer. I was doing so well. Lately, I feel those old panicky thoughts creeping back into my head. For the 1st time, I feel homesick and alone. My husband is having some health problems. He's having a procedure done this Thursday. I stay by myself every day. Now that I know he won't be available for several hours, I'm terrified. I just realized how much I count on him being there, by phone at least, all the time. How selfish of me to be thinking of myself at a time like this. He's being great. I couldn't ask for a better husband. He knows how much I panic, so he doesn't even want me to go to the hospital with him. He says he'll fell better knowing I'm somewhere familiar. Wow! What a friend! I just need a little encouragement from people out there who understand how I feel. If anyone has any insight I'd love to hear it. Glad this place is still here when I need it.
kittysmith
