I guess I posted this to the wrong place yesterday. I'll try again.
I've been here before and am surprised to find myself back. I just was discharged by my psychiatrist two weeks ago after a year on Wellbutrin (stopped two months ago) and I was doing fine. Now, my only close friend is moving to another state, my mothter is dying, and I'm single and desperately lonely. I hate to go back on meds because, despite its reputation, I gained 30 lbs. on Wellbutrin after having successfully lost 70 lbs. just 5 years ago. Now I can't lose the weight despite working out hard at the gym 3 days a week and being careful about my diet. The thought of GAINING more weight makes me depressed. I hate the way I look, I hate being alone, and I feel myself sinking back into that black hole. So here I am again.
