hello,I havent posted anything since the old web site, so I decided today after having a very emotionally stressing day to give myself \
a little theraputic time to vent. I dont know what it is that makes me sad today when I think I have pin pointed something I think about it and its just absolutly trivial. When I really stop and think about everything I have and everything that most people have theres really no reason for me to play the pitty me game. I know I have plenty of issues in my life, but what human being on this earth doesn't. Why can some of us handle life so much easier than others?
I don't know but I wish every day and I am not a big religion person right now in my life, but I have even found myself praying to be better. If you could have anyhting in the world what would it be? thats what my little nabor girl asked me, I said, "happiness, contentment just being able to wake up in the morning and be glad I'am me" ok I didnt say all that she is just a little girl but thats what I thought. I find its hard to even get anything accomplished like signing up for school I have been out for 4 years and have only taken one course. whats wrong with me?
