Hi, i don't really know where to begin.
When i was about seven years old my older brother was shot infront of me and that was a big blow, i'm now sixteen and have been through alot. My father has left home because he couldn't cope with me. I severly cut myself for about six months until my parents found out.
My Grandma has cancer, my uncle, aunty and cousin died of it, and my sister has lung cancer. I lost contact with all of my friends through bullying and other matters. I had a boyfriend of two years who i adored, although i thought he loved me too, he told me he never did, i found out he cheated on me, he used me for sex. I was raped not long ago when i went out for a birthday party, one of my best mates, i have been used, abused, my family is broken, i feel i have no reason to live. I can't concentrate at college.
I have been on many anti depressance but its not working. Fluoxetine for example. It doesn't seem to have an effect on me. I feel like i want to move away start a new, but i'm only sixteen. I have started self harming again and i do not know what to do anymore.
Someone please help me.
