I screwed up very bad the other day. My wife and I were on vacation celebrating our anniversary this past week, and Wednesday night I got totally drunk and smoked a cigarette. It was a terrible experience, and I feel like I have lost everything; that I totally wasted 8 1/2 months of my life. I am very depressed right now. More than anything, I am very mad at myself. I don't know how to deal with this. If anyone has any suggestions, I would love to hear them, because everything seems so hopeless right now.
My Mileage:
My Quit Date: 11/22/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 259
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 3,885
Amount Saved: $1,359.75
Life Gained:
Days: 47 Hrs: 8 Mins: 11 Seconds: 4
