Auction man
I hope you are doing better today. I am not on here as much as I was a few weeks ago. I will say this yesterday I had a busy, rough day. Things just kept going wrong,and spiling on the floor. I am a clean freak, so I do cry over spilt milk. I also hate being late or the thought of.
To the point, all of that was going on. Very stressful sitution for me. I actully thought smoking would make this so much worse. It would drain any extra time or energy I had. WHAT? You mean I am not going crazy, not cryin on the inside for a cig. The day kept going sour, at one moment I felt like just screaming. I did not feel like smoking. That was quite a momentous occaision fo me.
It does happen. Although today with my cockiness I did crave today. When kid broke a vase(After I had just cleaned floors) However it was short lived. In fact I laughed at the thought, how ridiculous it was.
This is a day by day process. It will get better. You are also dealing with other stuff right now. Which in its own right is stressful. Hang in there man, You Can Do It. Try not to put to much thought in the future. Just don't light the next cig.
It does seem like around anniversarys, for me, is when I get weird, strong craves. They are just that weird. You should know what triggers them, and how to tellem to buzz off. You are in my prayers.
;) Oh yeah hope you had a fun auction :)
Grace
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 8/8/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 31
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 633
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $124
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 6 [B]Mins:[/B] 8 [B]Seconds:[/B] 18
